I planned to wake up at 4 O'clock in the morning.
But as I am night person, it was almost impossible to me.
So I failed to wake up at 4:00 at first, I felt like my eye lids were heavier than 8kg dumbbel in my room.
But today, I finally made it.!
Why am I trying to wake up early?
Recently, I watched a video clip on Youtube, telling me that waking up at 4:00 A.M. changed her life.
A Youtuber, married woman who has a kid, struggling by the time and finally succeeded after having her own time.
That was the whole story about it.
It was not that I want to be a successful man by waking up at 4, but ultimately I want my life gets better so I partially agree with it.
But what caught my eyes was "who has a kid", it attracts me.
The story was like this,
She had lived a life as usual waking up in the moring, making meal for husband and kid, house work and labor and so on..
Then she finally got her time after kid fell a sleep.
it's about 9:00 P.M and then later on, she does what she really want to do.
But here is the thing, bed time for kid is not fixed so it depends on when a kid sleeps.
so the point is, it was really hard for her to escaped from house work and baby sitting, so she solved the problem by waking up early morning.
I am a man who has a kid and job, so I usually have a dinner with my captain(my son) after finishing work, play with him for a while. and I need some strategy to ask him to go to bed around 8:00 P.M
Youtuber, she also was spending pretty much time for it, and I need to negotiate with him for one more book, and time passes 9:00 P.M
But I was OK, I prefer this time, I am a night owl.
And as usual my old friend for 30-years,it is called late-night meal, is always with me at this hour, powering on a iMac delightfully, spending hours and go to bed at 1:00 or 2:00 A.M.
Waking up at 7:00 next morning feels not that great, my body feels heavy and tired.
I had a chance to read article that eating at night keeps stomach working all night, and foods in body decomposes.
I didn't find any other evidences, but I do feel more tired when I had something at night.
But it is impossible to use computer without snacks at night.
It is my happiness, but to make it better, I should do something.
In Constitution, we have the right to pursue our happiness.
And that happiness is always simple and small.
But for that happiness, we invest our whole life time.
I have to work and want to post the blog.
And I want to spend precious time with my family.
But as you know, to keep blog(SNS) alive, you will have to keep your eyes on smartphone, you can't get my phone away from my hands.
while working, during the time with my kid..
sometimes during the meal.. until I go to bed.
"If one of my happiness invades another one, it is not happiness any more."
my small happiness destroys other one,
it keeps me away from focusing on time with my kid, and my work is ineffient and contents
in my blog is not interesting(to my shame),
so people won't be interested.
I was making same old excuses.
OK, so return to the subject. ^^
Now,
I reached a conclusion that if I wake up at dawn, may be I can work things out.
And I tried few days, it worked, I could feel it.
1. I went to bed when my kid went to sleep. (I don't bother him, cause I am going to sleep)
2. woke up at 4:00 A.M. (drunk a cup of water and a cup of coffee, it depends on my condition)
3. I did what I planned.(posting blog, wilfing, online purchasing, etc..)
4. after 6:30 A.M. washed up, cleaning up the house, breakfast.(this time family members are waking up)
5. During work, meal time, time for playing with kid, I minimized thime for using smart phone. (it improved work efficiency, helped to focus on parenting)
Warning : when you wake up at dawn, be careful not to disturb family who are in sleep.
- Merits -
- I don't eat late night-meal.
- I wake up early cause I go to bed early, obviously.
- It feels like my skin becomes smooth.
- It feels like I am a deligent person.(even though I am not)
- I am composed, and relexed in the moring.(No rush)
- I can fully play with kid without a stress.
- I feel I can concentrate on working.
I am sorry for being cocksure.
I know it could be a short-lived resolve.
but I will keep you updated for this.
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